Math

So I today I started liking math a lot better than I have before. This is because in math problems only have one right answer and eventually you get there and you are able to check your answer to see if you got it right. But, in life you can't do that. You don't know if what life choices you have made are correct, it would be nice if you could easily find the path you are suppose to go on but you can't. You have to struggle and go through pain. There isn't an option for that one. So that's why I like math; because you are always led to the right answer and you know it. I don't want to have any regrets so I just have to believe that whatever I'm doing will lead me to where I'm suppose to go. I guess this is why people need faith and I don't mean you have to be all religious and holy but I mean faith in the sense that you have to believe that you are working towards something for a reason or maybe that there is actually something to work towards. Life gets messy so quick which is why I don't understand why it is so hard to clean everything up. Things will never be easy because if they were then we wouldn't understand the significance of what we do at all. I still have a hard time finding reasons for things like going to school or anything and I know a lot of people will say to get a good job but I don't believe that school is number one in terms of importance at all. I don't know why anything happens the way it does; it just does so that is all I have to go on right now. My mind is numb.